L.O.V.E is a never ending story.
Best lovesongs ever :
Anna's playlist
1.Love Story - Taylor Swift
2,Because of you - Kelly Clarkson
3.Total eclipse of the heart - Bonnie Taylor
4.I don't wanna miss a thing - Aerosmith
5.You're beautiful - James Blunt
6.Dernière chance - Léa Castel feat Soprano
7.Don't speak - No doubt
8.I will always love you - Whitney Houston
9.Fallin - Alicia Keys
10.Adore you - Lil Rain
11.I hate this part - Pussycat Dolls
12.Soulmate - Natasha Bedingfield
13.Love the way you lie - Rihanna feat Eminem
14.Living to love you - Sarah Connor
15.Time after time - Cyndi Lauper
16.Eternal flame - Bangels
Mittwoch, 18. August 2010
Dienstag, 10. August 2010
Let's hear it for New York!
pictures taken by Philipp R.
http://www.flickr.com/photos/philippphotos
As I went to New York city, I didn't know what was expecting me.. but I have to say that I love the city that never sleeps.
Who would have thought that I'd be chilling in central park and taking the subway to times square so soon, considering that you've read or seen about those monomental places before in magazines or on tv.
Annnd what I love about NYC best is BARNEYS!
I really thought I was dead and in shopping paradise.
After shopping at Barneys we went to metropolitan museum.
Even though I thought a museum is not really the place where I love spending my spare time, was the art of metropolitan museum unique. Unique like New York.
People in New York are so extraordinary and nothing compared to people on West coast.
Nobody stopps for anything.
Everything is possible there and there really IS nothing you can't do.
You'll see rich and poor people and there are stories out there.
Stories about people and their origin.
Ive never been to a place like NYC before and I really want to go back there.
New york is kind of a legend and now I know why.
My favourite song at the moment
Freitag, 23. Juli 2010
Everyone tries to be somebody...
Today we are all aspiring of being somebody.
Maybe I AM being paranoid but it seems like everyone is claiming to be somebody else.
We are all part of a big game. We are chessmen in a game where nobody wants to be a pawn.
Each chessman wants to reach the other side of the field to become a queen.
But to god we are all coequal.
He doesn't judge us from our socıal standart and so should we do.
I grew up in a place of superficiality. A Place, you WILL be judged from your bank balance and a place where real friendship is a foreign word and a place that is suffering from sway of racism.
While I'm sailing with our luxurious yacht on East coast near portland, sipping at my champaign and watching sexy life guards smiling from there platform, a mother is worried how to nourish her little baby.
Tell me is that fair? I'm not saying I am not enjoying this kind of lifestyle but bad conscience is killing me.
Can we arrange with ourselves chilling all day and eating and drinking whatever we want at the same time a baby dies due to hunger and poverty?
How can we ever stop this unfairness and will there ever be an oppurtunity to abate the spread between rich and poor?
The desire to be somebody the people wıll look up at is bigger than being somebody who stops this unfairness.
I would rather look up at somebody who finds a way to stop homeless and poverty than somebody who's earned thousands of dollars with bad pop musıc.
To me they have nothing about an idol.
Today's song of the day: Handlebars by Flobots
Hands in the air for Flobots.
Maybe I AM being paranoid but it seems like everyone is claiming to be somebody else.
We are all part of a big game. We are chessmen in a game where nobody wants to be a pawn.
Each chessman wants to reach the other side of the field to become a queen.
But to god we are all coequal.
He doesn't judge us from our socıal standart and so should we do.
I grew up in a place of superficiality. A Place, you WILL be judged from your bank balance and a place where real friendship is a foreign word and a place that is suffering from sway of racism.
While I'm sailing with our luxurious yacht on East coast near portland, sipping at my champaign and watching sexy life guards smiling from there platform, a mother is worried how to nourish her little baby.
Tell me is that fair? I'm not saying I am not enjoying this kind of lifestyle but bad conscience is killing me.
Can we arrange with ourselves chilling all day and eating and drinking whatever we want at the same time a baby dies due to hunger and poverty?
How can we ever stop this unfairness and will there ever be an oppurtunity to abate the spread between rich and poor?
The desire to be somebody the people wıll look up at is bigger than being somebody who stops this unfairness.
I would rather look up at somebody who finds a way to stop homeless and poverty than somebody who's earned thousands of dollars with bad pop musıc.
To me they have nothing about an idol.
Today's song of the day: Handlebars by Flobots
Hands in the air for Flobots.
Dienstag, 20. Juli 2010
Sonntag, 11. Juli 2010
Gossip Girl
Okay guys it's official known now. I'm addicted!! It's an addiction named Gossip Girl!!
Uhh I love that shit. Keep watching it all day and all night long haha.
I'm done with season 1 and two now and almost with season 3.
B and S are my favourites ;)
Blair Waldorf
Serena van der Wootsen
Dienstag, 29. Juni 2010
Book Review: Rising sun
As many of you have already heard, has Stephenie Meyer published a new book named "Rising Sun".
The book is about Bree Tenner who is mentioned in the 3rd part of the Twilight Saga Eclipse.
She is a part of the vampire army that Victoria has created to revenge James who has once been her mate.
Bree Tenner thinks that she can't go out at day because someone made her believe she couldn't resist sunlight. By the time, Bree gets to know that many rumors about being a vampire are not true and especially that her creator has lied to her and her new friend Diego.
Together, the two of them, are trying to find out why Victoria is creating a big army of vampires to protect herself from one of her enemies.
Bree finds out that they're not the only vampires in the area.
For some reason the Volturi find out about Victoria's plan and so they came there to do what they have to do and to abide the rules.
Bree is a big part of a war that they can not win.
As the only vampire who's ever getting the chanche to face Bella, she would have survived if the Volturi weren't involved in that.
But Bree dies at the end of the book which I knew before I read "rising sun".
Rising sun is a book that you don't have to read to make up the actual Twilight story which is based on the lovestory between Edward and Bella.
It is more like an addition to the novel that gives you backround information.
If they're necessary you can decide for yourself.
Rising Sun is written in simple English and the information about Bree and her army are short and simple.
I personally think Bree is telling us her story in a compleatly different way than Bella does.
At the begging you may have your problems but if you keep reading the book gives you a lot of information you wouldn't have expected before.
Although I actually liked the book, to me Twilight still concerns Bella and Edward and their never ending love story .
What do I need a book for that does not even is about the actual reason why I like Twilight so much?
It's cool to get to know more about this crazy and mysterious world of vampires buuuut for the price of 15 euro? i'm not sure if this is a little unecessary.
I would have better liked an official version of Midnight sun which is the first Twilight book from Edwards view.
The book was written to make some more money.. or well maybe not written for this reason but published.
Don't get influenced by my point of view. Buy the book and form your own opinion :)
The book is about Bree Tenner who is mentioned in the 3rd part of the Twilight Saga Eclipse.
She is a part of the vampire army that Victoria has created to revenge James who has once been her mate.
Bree Tenner thinks that she can't go out at day because someone made her believe she couldn't resist sunlight. By the time, Bree gets to know that many rumors about being a vampire are not true and especially that her creator has lied to her and her new friend Diego.
Together, the two of them, are trying to find out why Victoria is creating a big army of vampires to protect herself from one of her enemies.
Bree finds out that they're not the only vampires in the area.
For some reason the Volturi find out about Victoria's plan and so they came there to do what they have to do and to abide the rules.
Bree is a big part of a war that they can not win.
As the only vampire who's ever getting the chanche to face Bella, she would have survived if the Volturi weren't involved in that.
But Bree dies at the end of the book which I knew before I read "rising sun".
Rising sun is a book that you don't have to read to make up the actual Twilight story which is based on the lovestory between Edward and Bella.
It is more like an addition to the novel that gives you backround information.
If they're necessary you can decide for yourself.
Rising Sun is written in simple English and the information about Bree and her army are short and simple.
I personally think Bree is telling us her story in a compleatly different way than Bella does.
At the begging you may have your problems but if you keep reading the book gives you a lot of information you wouldn't have expected before.
Although I actually liked the book, to me Twilight still concerns Bella and Edward and their never ending love story .
What do I need a book for that does not even is about the actual reason why I like Twilight so much?
It's cool to get to know more about this crazy and mysterious world of vampires buuuut for the price of 15 euro? i'm not sure if this is a little unecessary.
I would have better liked an official version of Midnight sun which is the first Twilight book from Edwards view.
The book was written to make some more money.. or well maybe not written for this reason but published.
Don't get influenced by my point of view. Buy the book and form your own opinion :)
Freitag, 28. Mai 2010
Germany ..!
yea it's anna. again:D
just wanted to let you know that i'm about to leave germany and go back to cali and to SDSU.
I will miss you guys and i will miss my siblings who are still living in germany.
I will miss sneaking out to smoke a cigarette together with my brother.
I will miss being able to ask my sister what I should wear.
I will miss complaining to my best friend about how stupid ppl are.
and I will miss this one person who understands me and doesn't care about the negative sides about me..
I know i've made a lot of mistakes but don't get me wrong you did too..
we both screwed up things.
will there ever be any "us"?
I don't know.. but i hope i can figure out in time.
It's not too late.
Still not too late to say sorry and to ask for forgiveness?
All our songs are overplayed on my ipod and all our conversations are hammered in my head.
Forgiveness. What is forgiveness actually?
Today i've talked to a friend about this.
Can you forgive?
Who can?
Could you forgive a man who's killed someone? Maybe even one of your friends/relatives?
Have you ever asked yourself if you could forgive a man like that?
Would you still catch him when he falls?
Does people like this man deserve to be catched? or is everything they deserve hell?
Is he cursed to die alone in a room?
Open up your heart!
everybody deserves to be loved don't you think?
Making mistakes is human. Forgive a fried who's disappointed you and forgive a father who's run away from resposability. Forgive a teacher for giving you bad marks at school and forgive your sister for messing up the things.
Very deep but so true.
:)
see you guys.
just wanted to let you know that i'm about to leave germany and go back to cali and to SDSU.
I will miss you guys and i will miss my siblings who are still living in germany.
I will miss sneaking out to smoke a cigarette together with my brother.
I will miss being able to ask my sister what I should wear.
I will miss complaining to my best friend about how stupid ppl are.
and I will miss this one person who understands me and doesn't care about the negative sides about me..
I know i've made a lot of mistakes but don't get me wrong you did too..
we both screwed up things.
will there ever be any "us"?
I don't know.. but i hope i can figure out in time.
It's not too late.
Still not too late to say sorry and to ask for forgiveness?
All our songs are overplayed on my ipod and all our conversations are hammered in my head.
Forgiveness. What is forgiveness actually?
Today i've talked to a friend about this.
Can you forgive?
Who can?
Could you forgive a man who's killed someone? Maybe even one of your friends/relatives?
Have you ever asked yourself if you could forgive a man like that?
Would you still catch him when he falls?
Does people like this man deserve to be catched? or is everything they deserve hell?
Is he cursed to die alone in a room?
Open up your heart!
everybody deserves to be loved don't you think?
Making mistakes is human. Forgive a fried who's disappointed you and forgive a father who's run away from resposability. Forgive a teacher for giving you bad marks at school and forgive your sister for messing up the things.
Very deep but so true.
:)
see you guys.
Montag, 12. April 2010
Life issues
Hey guuuuyyss.
I know it's been a loooong time.
But finnaly i'm back . And I'm blogging.
Soo what has happened the last few month?
Nothing much actually. Anna has retreated. Needed some more time to think about everything .
I just figured out how complicated life actually is.
There'll be always another issue and you have to come up with solutions.
Everytime you think : "Hey I think I'm happy at the moment", you'll see ,that there are further problems, just waiting to be solved.
but afterwards, you'll be fine.
You'll survive when someone breaks your heart and you'll survive fights with friends.
everything that doesn't kill you, makes you even stronger.
Sonntag, 7. Februar 2010
Most asked questions.
Are you real?
Yessssssss I'm 100% real!
Are u a model?
Yes again.I am a model but at the moment I don't require for jobs.
Why have u moved to germany?
Because my dad's german and he wanted to live her. He could easily convince my mother and sooo that's the end of the story!
How long have u been in Germany?
For almost five years I guess.
What do you prefer, California or Germany?
Uhm that's not an easy question. I like both countries. But Cali, I'd say. that's where I grew up.
What's your natural hair colour?
Blonde :)
Do you believe in god ?
Yess, I do!
What you do with your teeths?
Uhm nothing special actually. Just brush'em twice a day and I wore braces for 2 years.
How tall are you?
178 cm , 5.84 feed and 70.08inches ;)
What's your favourite colour?
I don't really prefer a certain colour. But I like magenta.
What kind of guy do you feel attracted to?
I think there are three main points : He should be intelligent, good-looking and aspiring. But he shouldn't bee too good looking due to my jealousy.
Do you have any siblings?
Oh yes. I have four. 1 brother and 3 sisters.
How good is your german?
Pretty good, I'd say. I can speak it fluently .
How do you like Germany?
Hm I like it. But I think the people are unfriendly.
Yessssssss I'm 100% real!
Are u a model?
Yes again.I am a model but at the moment I don't require for jobs.
Why have u moved to germany?
Because my dad's german and he wanted to live her. He could easily convince my mother and sooo that's the end of the story!
How long have u been in Germany?
For almost five years I guess.
What do you prefer, California or Germany?
Uhm that's not an easy question. I like both countries. But Cali, I'd say. that's where I grew up.
What's your natural hair colour?
Blonde :)
Do you believe in god ?
Yess, I do!
What you do with your teeths?
Uhm nothing special actually. Just brush'em twice a day and I wore braces for 2 years.
How tall are you?
178 cm , 5.84 feed and 70.08inches ;)
What's your favourite colour?
I don't really prefer a certain colour. But I like magenta.
What kind of guy do you feel attracted to?
I think there are three main points : He should be intelligent, good-looking and aspiring. But he shouldn't bee too good looking due to my jealousy.
Do you have any siblings?
Oh yes. I have four. 1 brother and 3 sisters.
How good is your german?
Pretty good, I'd say. I can speak it fluently .
How do you like Germany?
Hm I like it. But I think the people are unfriendly.
Samstag, 30. Januar 2010
Life Document
Hey guys. It's Anna - AGAIN!
I have to be real quick. I'm about to leave but I haven't updatet my blog in a while so I thought ,I might better update it or else I'll lose my readers ;)
What I've been doing since my last blog? Uhm nothing actually... life seems boring as hell .
My last activity only was when i deleted my myspace friends haha.
Why? Because I don't need people in my friendlist, I know for a fact I've never met them in my life.
Ow and I've had a fake on facebook! Haha that was kinda crazy cuz ppl thought the girl named "Ashley" ,who was stealing my pics, was me!
It took them some time and some conviction to delete her account on there..
I really hate those rumors.. they're just annoying.
I don't even know why people love to pretend they're me. I'm not really special, i'm just normal man!
My life is really boring. I'm not in a relationship with any celebraty and I'm not a top model.. You might be disappointed but that's just a fact!
I'm a little american girl who has spent a part of her life in germany.
I'm just a student and I'd say I'm a total overarchiever - Let me say nerd!
Everything I love is figure skating and hanging around with friends. My life is really boring to be honest!
And I just love blogging because I like sharing my mind. I like discussing about stupid shit and love acting childish as hell.
Maybe I'm just being paranoid but I feel like people always judge me from what they THINK I am..
god's fair! he gives people always good sides and bad sides.
Well I have an idea ;) I want YOU guys to be a part of my next post if you want.
Ask me questions and email me ! :)
I'll come up with answers -I promise!
See ya guys.
I have to be real quick. I'm about to leave but I haven't updatet my blog in a while so I thought ,I might better update it or else I'll lose my readers ;)
What I've been doing since my last blog? Uhm nothing actually... life seems boring as hell .
My last activity only was when i deleted my myspace friends haha.
Why? Because I don't need people in my friendlist, I know for a fact I've never met them in my life.
Ow and I've had a fake on facebook! Haha that was kinda crazy cuz ppl thought the girl named "Ashley" ,who was stealing my pics, was me!
It took them some time and some conviction to delete her account on there..
I really hate those rumors.. they're just annoying.
I don't even know why people love to pretend they're me. I'm not really special, i'm just normal man!
My life is really boring. I'm not in a relationship with any celebraty and I'm not a top model.. You might be disappointed but that's just a fact!
I'm a little american girl who has spent a part of her life in germany.
I'm just a student and I'd say I'm a total overarchiever - Let me say nerd!
Everything I love is figure skating and hanging around with friends. My life is really boring to be honest!
And I just love blogging because I like sharing my mind. I like discussing about stupid shit and love acting childish as hell.
Maybe I'm just being paranoid but I feel like people always judge me from what they THINK I am..
god's fair! he gives people always good sides and bad sides.
Well I have an idea ;) I want YOU guys to be a part of my next post if you want.
Ask me questions and email me ! :)
I'll come up with answers -I promise!
See ya guys.
Samstag, 16. Januar 2010
quotation of the day
"the more you want to change the world, the more you have to change yourself."- y berg
Mittwoch, 13. Januar 2010
Song of the day!
Listen to Possibility - Lykke Li
There's a Possibility,
There's a Possibility,
All that I had was all I'm gonna get
Hmmm....
There's a Possibility,
There's a Possibility,
All I'm gonna get is gonna be yours then
All I'm gonna get is gonna be yours then
So tell me when you hear my heart stop
You're the only one that knows
Tell me when you hear my silence
There's a possibility I wouldn't know
Hmmm.....
Hmmm...
know that when you leave,
Know that when you leave,
By blood and by me, you walk like a thief,
By blood and by me, and I fall when you leave.
So tell me when you hear my heart stop,
You're the only one that knows
Tell me when you hear my silence
There's a possibility I wouldn't know
So tell me when my silence's over
You're the reason why I'm closed
Tell me when you hear me falling
There's a possibility it wouldn't show
Hmmm...
Hmmm...
By blood and by me, and I'll fall when you leave
By blood and by me, I follow your lead
There's a Possibility,
There's a Possibility,
All that I had was all I'm gonna get
Hmmm....
There's a Possibility,
There's a Possibility,
All I'm gonna get is gonna be yours then
All I'm gonna get is gonna be yours then
So tell me when you hear my heart stop
You're the only one that knows
Tell me when you hear my silence
There's a possibility I wouldn't know
Hmmm.....
Hmmm...
know that when you leave,
Know that when you leave,
By blood and by me, you walk like a thief,
By blood and by me, and I fall when you leave.
So tell me when you hear my heart stop,
You're the only one that knows
Tell me when you hear my silence
There's a possibility I wouldn't know
So tell me when my silence's over
You're the reason why I'm closed
Tell me when you hear me falling
There's a possibility it wouldn't show
Hmmm...
Hmmm...
By blood and by me, and I'll fall when you leave
By blood and by me, I follow your lead
Samstag, 9. Januar 2010
1 ,2 3..
GETTING OLD!
I'm 21 this year and although I'm really not at all sorry to see my teenage years pass me I cant deny I wont miss them. Not only did I discover so much about myself, I realized what I want to do with my life - a descision I was sure would take me years to figure out. My early teenage years were full of sillyness.
I miss being young and in denial. I miss having no reason to do something stupid and have no consequence. Dying my hair occured regulary in my younger years, and even went red? Yes. Red. Stupid, Anna, Stupid. Life seemed so simple and easy back then, the years of being 14, 15, 16 and even 17 were some of the best times in my life. I met people who have changed my outlook on life. I think differently to how I did back then, I never used to over anazlyse life as much as I do now, now I need a reason for what I do rather then just going with the flow. True, I'm still as silly and maybe immature at times but now has nothing on back then. I wish I could just be, say, 14 again. Just head to school normally and the only worry I'd have would be my homework.I miss chilling at home in the evening with my best friend. Backbiting about stupid teachers and classmates:D
So much pressure amounts nowadays, and I somewhat long for my old exams that I sat when I was younger. They seem nothing on what I do. But you've to grow hey? Wise up. Hopefully I have. Sure, I'm stupid at times, I make silly mistakes but now it seems there is a bigger conquence facing me if I fail now. Even though it wasnt all fun and games those years ago I realized they were actually some of my happiest
I'm 21 this year and although I'm really not at all sorry to see my teenage years pass me I cant deny I wont miss them. Not only did I discover so much about myself, I realized what I want to do with my life - a descision I was sure would take me years to figure out. My early teenage years were full of sillyness.
I miss being young and in denial. I miss having no reason to do something stupid and have no consequence. Dying my hair occured regulary in my younger years, and even went red? Yes. Red. Stupid, Anna, Stupid. Life seemed so simple and easy back then, the years of being 14, 15, 16 and even 17 were some of the best times in my life. I met people who have changed my outlook on life. I think differently to how I did back then, I never used to over anazlyse life as much as I do now, now I need a reason for what I do rather then just going with the flow. True, I'm still as silly and maybe immature at times but now has nothing on back then. I wish I could just be, say, 14 again. Just head to school normally and the only worry I'd have would be my homework.I miss chilling at home in the evening with my best friend. Backbiting about stupid teachers and classmates:D
So much pressure amounts nowadays, and I somewhat long for my old exams that I sat when I was younger. They seem nothing on what I do. But you've to grow hey? Wise up. Hopefully I have. Sure, I'm stupid at times, I make silly mistakes but now it seems there is a bigger conquence facing me if I fail now. Even though it wasnt all fun and games those years ago I realized they were actually some of my happiest
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