Freitag, 28. Mai 2010

Germany ..!

yea it's anna. again:D
just wanted to let you know that i'm about to leave germany and go back to cali and to SDSU.
I will miss you guys and i will miss my siblings who are still living in germany.
I will miss sneaking out to smoke a cigarette together with my brother.
I will miss being able to ask my sister what I should wear.
I will miss complaining to my best friend about how stupid ppl are.
and I will miss this one person who understands me and doesn't care about the negative sides about me..
I know i've made a lot of mistakes but don't get me wrong you did too..
we both screwed up things.
will there ever be any "us"?
I don't know.. but i hope i can figure out in time.
It's not too late.
Still not too late to say sorry and to ask for forgiveness?
All our songs are overplayed on my ipod and all our conversations are hammered in my head.

Forgiveness. What is forgiveness actually?
Today i've talked to a friend about this.
Can you forgive?
Who can?
Could you forgive a man who's killed someone? Maybe even one of your friends/relatives?
Have you ever asked yourself if you could forgive a man like that?
Would you still catch him when he falls?
Does people like this man deserve to be catched? or is everything they deserve hell?
Is he cursed to die alone in a room?
Open up your heart!
everybody deserves to be loved don't you think?
Making mistakes is human. Forgive a fried who's disappointed you and forgive a father who's run away from resposability. Forgive a teacher for giving you bad marks at school and forgive your sister for messing up the things.

Very deep but so true.
:)
see you guys.