Life issues

Hey guuuuyyss.
I know it's been a loooong time.
But finnaly i'm back . And I'm blogging.
Soo what has happened the last few month?
Nothing much actually. Anna has retreated. Needed some more time to think about everything .
I just figured out how complicated life actually is.
There'll be always another issue and you have to come up with solutions.
Everytime you think : "Hey I think I'm happy at the moment", you'll see ,that there are further problems, just waiting to be solved.
but afterwards, you'll be fine.
You'll survive when someone breaks your heart and you'll survive fights with friends.
everything that doesn't kill you, makes you even stronger.

Most asked questions.

Are you real?
Yessssssss I'm 100% real!

Are u a model?
Yes again.I am a model but at the moment I don't require for jobs.

Why have u moved to germany?
Because my dad's german and he wanted to live her. He could easily convince my mother and sooo that's the end of the story!

How long have u been in Germany?
For almost five years I guess.

What do you prefer, California or Germany?
Uhm that's not an easy question. I like both countries. But Cali, I'd say. that's where I grew up.

What's your natural hair colour?
Blonde :)

Do you believe in god ?
Yess, I do!

What you do with your teeths?
Uhm nothing special actually. Just brush'em twice a day and I wore braces for 2 years.

How tall are you?
178 cm , 5.84 feed and 70.08inches ;)

What's your favourite colour?
I don't really prefer a certain colour. But I like magenta.

What kind of guy do you feel attracted to?
I think there are three main points : He should be intelligent, good-looking and aspiring. But he shouldn't bee too good looking due to my jealousy.

Do you have any siblings?
Oh yes. I have four. 1 brother and 3 sisters.

How good is your german?
Pretty good, I'd say. I can speak it fluently .

How do you like Germany?
Hm I like it. But I think the people are unfriendly.

Life Document

Hey guys. It's Anna - AGAIN!
I have to be real quick. I'm about to leave but I haven't updatet my blog in a while so I thought ,I might better update it or else I'll lose my readers ;)
What I've been doing since my last blog? Uhm nothing actually... life seems boring as hell .
My last activity only was when i deleted my myspace friends haha.
Why? Because I don't need people in my friendlist, I know for a fact I've never met them in my life.
Ow and I've had a fake on facebook! Haha that was kinda crazy cuz ppl thought the girl named "Ashley" ,who was stealing my pics, was me!
It took them some time and some conviction to delete her account on there..
I really hate those rumors.. they're just annoying.
I don't even know why people love to pretend they're me. I'm not really special, i'm just normal man!
My life is really boring. I'm not in a relationship with any celebraty and I'm not a top model.. You might be disappointed but that's just a fact!
I'm a little american girl who has spent a part of her life in germany.
I'm just a student and I'd say I'm a total overarchiever - Let me say nerd!
Everything I love is figure skating and hanging around with friends. My life is really boring to be honest!
And I just love blogging because I like sharing my mind. I like discussing about stupid shit and love acting childish as hell.
Maybe I'm just being paranoid but I feel like people always judge me from what they THINK I am..
god's fair! he gives people always good sides and bad sides.
Well I have an idea ;) I want YOU guys to be a part of my next post if you want.
Ask me questions and email me ! :)
I'll come up with answers -I promise!
See ya guys.

quotation of the day

"the more you want to change the world, the more you have to change yourself."- y berg

Song of the day!

Listen to Possibility - Lykke Li




There's a Possibility,
There's a Possibility,
All that I had was all I'm gonna get

Hmmm....

There's a Possibility,
There's a Possibility,
All I'm gonna get is gonna be yours then
All I'm gonna get is gonna be yours then

So tell me when you hear my heart stop
You're the only one that knows
Tell me when you hear my silence
There's a possibility I wouldn't know

Hmmm.....
Hmmm...

know that when you leave,
Know that when you leave,
By blood and by me, you walk like a thief,
By blood and by me, and I fall when you leave.

So tell me when you hear my heart stop,
You're the only one that knows
Tell me when you hear my silence
There's a possibility I wouldn't know
So tell me when my silence's over
You're the reason why I'm closed
Tell me when you hear me falling
There's a possibility it wouldn't show

Hmmm...
Hmmm...

By blood and by me, and I'll fall when you leave
By blood and by me, I follow your lead

1 ,2 3..

GETTING OLD!

I'm 21 this year and although I'm really not at all sorry to see my teenage years pass me I cant deny I wont miss them. Not only did I discover so much about myself, I realized what I want to do with my life - a descision I was sure would take me years to figure out. My early teenage years were full of sillyness.

I miss being young and in denial. I miss having no reason to do something stupid and have no consequence. Dying my hair occured regulary in my younger years, and even went red? Yes. Red. Stupid, Anna, Stupid. Life seemed so simple and easy back then, the years of being 14, 15, 16 and even 17 were some of the best times in my life. I met people who have changed my outlook on life. I think differently to how I did back then, I never used to over anazlyse life as much as I do now, now I need a reason for what I do rather then just going with the flow. True, I'm still as silly and maybe immature at times but now has nothing on back then. I wish I could just be, say, 14 again. Just head to school normally and the only worry I'd have would be my homework.I miss chilling at home in the evening with my best friend. Backbiting about stupid teachers and classmates:D

So much pressure amounts nowadays, and I somewhat long for my old exams that I sat when I was younger. They seem nothing on what I do. But you've to grow hey? Wise up. Hopefully I have. Sure, I'm stupid at times, I make silly mistakes but now it seems there is a bigger conquence facing me if I fail now. Even though it wasnt all fun and games those years ago I realized they were actually some of my happiest

Happy New year!