Life Document

Hey guys. It's Anna - AGAIN!
I have to be real quick. I'm about to leave but I haven't updatet my blog in a while so I thought ,I might better update it or else I'll lose my readers ;)
What I've been doing since my last blog? Uhm nothing actually... life seems boring as hell .
My last activity only was when i deleted my myspace friends haha.
Why? Because I don't need people in my friendlist, I know for a fact I've never met them in my life.
Ow and I've had a fake on facebook! Haha that was kinda crazy cuz ppl thought the girl named "Ashley" ,who was stealing my pics, was me!
It took them some time and some conviction to delete her account on there..
I really hate those rumors.. they're just annoying.
I don't even know why people love to pretend they're me. I'm not really special, i'm just normal man!
My life is really boring. I'm not in a relationship with any celebraty and I'm not a top model.. You might be disappointed but that's just a fact!
I'm a little american girl who has spent a part of her life in germany.
I'm just a student and I'd say I'm a total overarchiever - Let me say nerd!
Everything I love is figure skating and hanging around with friends. My life is really boring to be honest!
And I just love blogging because I like sharing my mind. I like discussing about stupid shit and love acting childish as hell.
Maybe I'm just being paranoid but I feel like people always judge me from what they THINK I am..
god's fair! he gives people always good sides and bad sides.
Well I have an idea ;) I want YOU guys to be a part of my next post if you want.
Ask me questions and email me ! :)
I'll come up with answers -I promise!
See ya guys.

quotation of the day

"the more you want to change the world, the more you have to change yourself."- y berg

Song of the day!

Listen to Possibility - Lykke Li




There's a Possibility,
There's a Possibility,
All that I had was all I'm gonna get

Hmmm....

There's a Possibility,
There's a Possibility,
All I'm gonna get is gonna be yours then
All I'm gonna get is gonna be yours then

So tell me when you hear my heart stop
You're the only one that knows
Tell me when you hear my silence
There's a possibility I wouldn't know

Hmmm.....
Hmmm...

know that when you leave,
Know that when you leave,
By blood and by me, you walk like a thief,
By blood and by me, and I fall when you leave.

So tell me when you hear my heart stop,
You're the only one that knows
Tell me when you hear my silence
There's a possibility I wouldn't know
So tell me when my silence's over
You're the reason why I'm closed
Tell me when you hear me falling
There's a possibility it wouldn't show

Hmmm...
Hmmm...

By blood and by me, and I'll fall when you leave
By blood and by me, I follow your lead

1 ,2 3..

GETTING OLD!

I'm 21 this year and although I'm really not at all sorry to see my teenage years pass me I cant deny I wont miss them. Not only did I discover so much about myself, I realized what I want to do with my life - a descision I was sure would take me years to figure out. My early teenage years were full of sillyness.

I miss being young and in denial. I miss having no reason to do something stupid and have no consequence. Dying my hair occured regulary in my younger years, and even went red? Yes. Red. Stupid, Anna, Stupid. Life seemed so simple and easy back then, the years of being 14, 15, 16 and even 17 were some of the best times in my life. I met people who have changed my outlook on life. I think differently to how I did back then, I never used to over anazlyse life as much as I do now, now I need a reason for what I do rather then just going with the flow. True, I'm still as silly and maybe immature at times but now has nothing on back then. I wish I could just be, say, 14 again. Just head to school normally and the only worry I'd have would be my homework.I miss chilling at home in the evening with my best friend. Backbiting about stupid teachers and classmates:D

So much pressure amounts nowadays, and I somewhat long for my old exams that I sat when I was younger. They seem nothing on what I do. But you've to grow hey? Wise up. Hopefully I have. Sure, I'm stupid at times, I make silly mistakes but now it seems there is a bigger conquence facing me if I fail now. Even though it wasnt all fun and games those years ago I realized they were actually some of my happiest